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Episode 63

Holding back the tears "I want to be alone."

June 4, 1995

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Marmalade Boy - S1 - E63

Michael confesses his feelings to Miki after her breakup with Yuu. Kei sees through Miki's facade as she tries to put on a brave face.

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Marmalade Boy: Season 1 - 64 Episode s

1x13 - Love and Friendship "Ginta, please date Arimi!"
June 5, 1994
Miki talks to Ginta in private about her feelings. Arimi tells a joke that makes Miki sad to think that she's no longer Ginta's closest female friend.
1x14 - Qualification of Love "You don't deserve Yuu!"
June 12, 1994
Miki is relieved to find that Ginta and Arimi's relationship had just been an act. Arimi shows up to tell Miki that she won't let her have Yuu.
1x15 - Meiko's Secret "I wanted you to tell me..."
June 19, 1994
Ginta reassures Miki that he'll wait for her to make up her mind. The entire school finds out about Meiko's relationship with her teacher.
1x16 - A Man's Decision "Please don't quit, Na-chan!"
June 26, 1994
Miki struggles with the fact that Meiko kept her relationship a secret from her. Yuu points out that everyone has something they keep to themselves.
1x17 - Meiko's Separation "I can't say goodbye!"
July 3, 1994
Namura calls Meiko to say goodbye. Meiko tells her side of the story to Miki before leaving her to follow Namura back to his hometown.
1x18 - The Direction of Love "You can't have it the way you wanted."
July 10, 1994
Ginta and Miki come up with a plan to take Meiko on an outing to cheer her up. When they invite Yuu to come along, Arimi asks if she can join them.
1x19 - Marriage Feud "Don't say it's ridiculous!"
July 17, 1994
Miki and Yuu's parents finalize their marriages. Yuu sticks by Miki's side to make sure she is feeling okay about the complicated situation.
1x20 - Doubtful Twosome "Yuu and Satoshi are a couple?!"
July 24, 1994
Miwa and Yuu are rumored to be an item. Miki challenges Miwa at the school marathon after witnessing a strange exchange between the two boys.
1x21 - Trip to Karuizawa "Just as I thought... Strange!"
July 31, 1994
Yuu has been too busy to talk to Miki during summer because of work. For some reason, Miwa shows up at their family vacation to see Yuu.
1x22 - Double Date "I like you, but we don't understand each other!"
August 7, 1994
Yuu and Miwa invite Miki and Meiko out to see a movie. Miki stops worrying when she realizes that Yuu wants to help Miwa get together with Meiko.
1x23 - Shocking Confession "Yuu, what are you talking about?"
August 14, 1994
Meiko invites her friends to vacation at her family's place in Izu. They meet Arimi and her posse at the beach and get together at night to hang out.
1x24 - The Secret of His Birth "I can't leave Yuu alone!"
August 21, 1994
Miki becomes concerned about Yuu after learning his secret. Ginta gets showered with attention for his important upcoming tennis match.
1x25 - Real Kiss "Yuu, I love you!"
August 28, 1994
Miki decides to tag along to support Yuu during the confrontation with his father. During the meeting, unexpected new information comes to light.
1x26 - New Anxiety "I'm too afraid to be happy."
September 4, 1994
Yuu and Miki enjoy an ordinary morning together after their conversation at the beach. Miki hopes that her feelings for Yuu will last forever.
1x27 - Love Worries "How long will this happiness last?"
September 11, 1994
Miki starts to feel insecure when Yuu accepts his mother's job offer to appear in a commercial with a beautiful young model named Suzu.
1x28 - Unstable Feelings "I'm going to get a part-time job!"
September 18, 1994
Yuu gets very busy with his job and commercial shoots. Despite barely having time to see Miki, Yuu makes sure to keep her in his thoughts.
1x29 - Obstacle to love "I Can't Find The Medallion!"
September 25, 1994
Miki can't bring herself to tell Yuu that she lost the medallion. Her co-worker Kei, on the other hand, doesn't tell Miki that he has it.
1x30 - Rival "I Love You, Yuu."
October 2, 1994
Yuu's reluctance to talk about the commercial makes Miki's mind wander to dark places. Kei keeps missing the chance to tell Miki about the medallion.
1x31 - Suzu and Kei "These Two Make Me Nervous..."
October 9, 1994
Miki's mind fills with doubt about Yuu's tutoring arrangement with Suzu. Miki follows Kei into a live music venue after work.
1x32 - Love at the school festival "Yuu And Kei's Concert."
October 16, 1994
After seeing Miki in Kei's arms, Suzu jumps to the conclusion that she must be cheating on Yuu. Miki gets glared at by Suzu at the school festival.
1x33 - Lost love "I Love You!"
October 23, 1994
Miki suffers in silence as the four parents discuss the topic of Suzu kissing Yuu at the concert. Suzu asks Kei about his relationship with Miki.
1x34 - Breakup Premonition "The Halloween Conspiracy."
October 30, 1994
Miki wonders if Yuu is cold to her because of what happened at work. Yuu unwittingly shows up to a Halloween party at Suzu's house.
1x35 - Crossing each other's path "You mean we are going to break up?"
November 13, 1994
Miki mistakenly thinks that Yuu wanted to keep the party a secret from her. All goes according to Suzu's plan as Yuu and Miki begin to drift apart.
1x36 - I'm alone "I'll make you forget him!"
November 20, 1994
Yuu leaves Miki behind to go travel by himself. Kei gives the medallion back to Miki, but he won't forgive Yuu for making her sad.
1x37 - Tearful reunion "I thought it was over between us..."
November 27, 1994
Yuu's old friend Anju starts calling him every day. Miki pretends not to mind in order not to come across as being jealous again.
1x38 - Anju's feelings "I want to be next in line to Miki!"
December 4, 1994
Ginta and Arimi grow closer together after the embarrassing incident. Miki learns from Yuu that Anju helped him deal with his problems in the past.
1x39 - A bitter love "I've loved Yuu for a long time..."
December 11, 1994
After revealing her feelings, Anju begs Miki if she can borrow Yuu for a day. Miki is unable to object despite being uncomfortable with the idea.
1x40 - A Holy night "I'm alone on Christmas Eve..."
December 18, 1994
Anju contemplates getting a potentially fatal surgery. Miki's uncertainty grows when Yuu reveals he didn't know what to say after Anju's confession.
1x41 - The morning of lovers "Merry Christmas."
December 25, 1994
Kei performs his original piano music for Miki on Christmas Eve. Yuu rushes to Anju's side after being notified that she has collapsed.
1x42 - New Year's pattern of love "It's going to be a wonderful year."
January 8, 1995
Miki gets a toy ring from Yuu when they pay a New Year's visit to the shrine with their friends. Suzu's father tells Yuu to consider studying abroad.
1x43 - Ski trip "I won't let you two be alone!"
January 15, 1995
After making an assumption that Yuu is planning to go on a trip with Miki, Suzu tries to ruin their travel plans by convincing everyone to go skiing.
1x44 - Our future "Yuu's dream, my dream?"
January 22, 1995
Miki realizes that she hasn't given much thought about her future career path. Meiko believes her dream of becoming a writer is unrealistic.
1x45 - Meiko's turnabout "I'm going to Hiroshima!"
January 29, 1995
Meiko receives a lot of media attention for her story about heartbreak after Miwa enters a prestigious writing contest on her behalf.
1x46 - To Hiroshima... "Let Me Be By Your Side Again!"
February 5, 1995
Despite being told not to get her hopes up, Meiko heads to Hiroshima to see Namura. There, she tells him she wants to be by his side and keep writing.
1x47 - Couple on the beach "Because I care about you..."
February 12, 1995
Meiko returns to her hotel with Miki after getting rejected again. Frustrated at his inability to help, Miwa tries to punch the truth out of Namura.
1x48 - A Taste of Chocolate "Sweet and bitter Valentine!"
February 19, 1995
Miki makes last-minute Valentine's Day treats. When she goes to deliver Yuu's gift, she sees him getting hit on by a female college student.
1x49 - The Shape of Love "It's difficult to be happy."
February 26, 1995
Meiko gets engaged to be married to Namura after graduating high school. Miwa and Meiko meet up at the library to straighten things out.
1x50 - The Foreign Exchange Student Appears "Michael's... Strange!"
March 5, 1995
The parents arrange to host a foreign exchange student at their place. Miki mistakes the new arrival for Yuu and runs straight into his arms.
1x51 - Love triangle "Someone's messing things up..."
March 12, 1995
Miki barely has time to talk to Yuu as Michael settles in to his new surroundings. Yuu finds it hard to tell Miki about his plan to study abroad.
1x52 - Making a decision under the moonlight "Yuu, Don't leave me alone!"
March 19, 1995
Miki feels betrayed about Yuu's decision to go to America. Yuu says that his feelings for her will never change, but Miki finds that hard to believe.
1x53 - Making a memory "I won't regret it if anything happens."
March 26, 1995
Miki and Yuu plan an overnight trip before he departs for New York. Michael shows up in Hakone under the impression that they're on a group trip.
1x54 - New life "Yuu, How are you doing?"
April 2, 1995
Yuu quickly makes friends at his dorm. The blond and beautiful Jinny offers to show Yuu around after falling in love with him at first sight.
1x55 - Ripples again "New York is too far away!"
April 9, 1995
Jinny claims that Yuu and Miki are not in a real relationship if they haven't gone beyond the kissing stage. Kei wins a music contest back in Japan.
1x56 - Lost pathway to love "My boyfriend is Yuu but..."
April 16, 1995
Miki and Meiko begin to feel the effects of being in a long distance relationship. Michael asserts that he will steal Miki's heart while Yuu is away.
1x57 - Passing each other "I can't bear it! I'm so lonely..."
April 23, 1995
Meiko's parents ignore their daughter's pleas for them to meet Namura. Namura's calm attitude feeds Meiko's insecurity as he encourages her to write.
1x58 - Tone of a love confession "I want you to see me as a man!"
April 30, 1995
Miki and her friends attend Kei's piano competition. Although it puts him at a disadvantage, Kei chooses to play the piece he wrote for Miki.
1x59 - An uneasy weekend "I want to hear Yuu's voice!"
May 7, 1995
Miki agonizes over being told that Yuu has a girlfriend in America. Yuu runs into Anju and invites her to spend a weekend with him and his friends.
1x60 - My love is far away "Yuu is in front of me."
May 14, 1995
Miki calls Yuu's dorm and discovers that he went away for the weekend with Jinny and his other friends. Michael and Kei get into a fight in public.
1x61 - New York trap "Yuu, was I stupid?"
May 21, 1995
Miki decides to go see Yuu. While she convinces their parents that she is visiting New York to help Meiko, she fails to tell Yuu about her trip.
1x62 - Goodbye "I can't be your girlfriend anymore."
May 28, 1995
Miki considers going back to Tokyo without ever seeing Yuu. When Will calls Anju to ask her out, Yuu finds out that Miki is in town.
1x63 - Holding back the tears "I want to be alone."
June 4, 1995
Michael confesses his feelings to Miki after her breakup with Yuu. Kei sees through Miki's facade as she tries to put on a brave face.
1x64 - A pair's problems "I want to hear your voice."
June 11, 1995
Will explodes with anger when Jinny reveals what she has done. When Yuu calls home to talk to Miki, Michael tells him that she is on a date with Kei.
1x65 - Solid decision "Miki... I'll take her."
June 18, 1995
A package arrives from Yuu. Miki talks to Anju about the sad truth. Kei arrives in New York for a competition and tells Yuu about his intentions.
1x66 - New choice "You don't have to forget him."
June 25, 1995
Miki decides to move on, but she keeps seeing things that remind her of Yuu. Michael and Kei take Miki to a theme park to help her make up her mind.
1x67 - Friends "I need Kei!"
July 2, 1995
Miki decides to start going out with Kei. Unable to accept Kei as a suitable choice, Ginta cancels a date with Arimi in order to look after Miki.
1x68 - Indecisive lovers "Goodbye... Ginta."
July 9, 1995
Arimi decides to break up with Ginta. After hearing Arimi's side of the story, Miki tells her that she and Ginta should express their feelings more.
1x69 - The courage to love "I've decided!"
July 16, 1995
Yuu makes up his mind to go to Japan after talking with a friend. Anju finds herself falling back in love with Yuu as he expresses his kindness.
1x70 - I'm home "What kind of face should I put on to meet him?"
July 23, 1995
Yuu heads back to Japan for the first time since the breakup. Miki feels uncertain as she goes to the airport to see him with her family.
1x71 - A night of stars & the moon "Although we're near each other... I'm lonely."
July 30, 1995
Miki goes camping with her friends and family. Despite being playful with Kei, Miki can't help but feel sad about her current situation with Yuu.
1x72 - Half brother and sister "Our happiness is breaking down."
August 6, 1995
Miki and Yuu discuss getting each other presents to make up for the birthdays they missed while they were apart. Yuu finds his father's old photos.
1x73 - Farewell "I had to do it..."
August 13, 1995
Yuu's words shatter Miki's world into a thousand pieces. In order to prevent the family from falling apart, Yuu chooses to keep the truth to himself.
1x74 - A box of memories "Bye bye, Yuu."
August 20, 1995
Judging from Miwa's serious tone, Meiko deduces that Yuu must be hiding something. Miki stores away all of the things she ever received from Yuu.
1x75 - Brother and sister?! "We have to be separate!"
August 27, 1995
Meiko gives Miki the courage to go see Yuu in New York. When Miki confronts him with her feelings, Yuu is left with no choice but to tell his secret.
1x76 - Departure "Our love progresses."
September 3, 1995
Yuu's American friends approve of his relationship with Miki after seeing their determination. Miki and Yuu's parents straighten out the facts.

Marmalade Boy: All seasons

S1: Season 1
76 Episode s

1x13 - Love and Friendship "Ginta, please date Arimi!"

1x14 - Qualification of Love "You don't deserve Yuu!"

1x15 - Meiko's Secret "I wanted you to tell me..."

1x16 - A Man's Decision "Please don't quit, Na-chan!"

1x17 - Meiko's Separation "I can't say goodbye!"

1x18 - The Direction of Love "You can't have it the way you wanted."

1x19 - Marriage Feud "Don't say it's ridiculous!"

1x20 - Doubtful Twosome "Yuu and Satoshi are a couple?!"

1x21 - Trip to Karuizawa "Just as I thought... Strange!"

1x22 - Double Date "I like you, but we don't understand each other!"

1x23 - Shocking Confession "Yuu, what are you talking about?"

1x24 - The Secret of His Birth "I can't leave Yuu alone!"

1x25 - Real Kiss "Yuu, I love you!"

1x26 - New Anxiety "I'm too afraid to be happy."

1x27 - Love Worries "How long will this happiness last?"

1x28 - Unstable Feelings "I'm going to get a part-time job!"

1x29 - Obstacle to love "I Can't Find The Medallion!"

1x30 - Rival "I Love You, Yuu."

1x31 - Suzu and Kei "These Two Make Me Nervous..."

1x32 - Love at the school festival "Yuu And Kei's Concert."

1x33 - Lost love "I Love You!"

1x34 - Breakup Premonition "The Halloween Conspiracy."

1x35 - Crossing each other's path "You mean we are going to break up?"

1x36 - I'm alone "I'll make you forget him!"

1x37 - Tearful reunion "I thought it was over between us..."

1x38 - Anju's feelings "I want to be next in line to Miki!"

1x39 - A bitter love "I've loved Yuu for a long time..."

1x40 - A Holy night "I'm alone on Christmas Eve..."

1x41 - The morning of lovers "Merry Christmas."

1x42 - New Year's pattern of love "It's going to be a wonderful year."

1x43 - Ski trip "I won't let you two be alone!"

1x44 - Our future "Yuu's dream, my dream?"

1x45 - Meiko's turnabout "I'm going to Hiroshima!"

1x46 - To Hiroshima... "Let Me Be By Your Side Again!"

1x47 - Couple on the beach "Because I care about you..."

1x48 - A Taste of Chocolate "Sweet and bitter Valentine!"

1x49 - The Shape of Love "It's difficult to be happy."

1x50 - The Foreign Exchange Student Appears "Michael's... Strange!"

1x51 - Love triangle "Someone's messing things up..."

1x52 - Making a decision under the moonlight "Yuu, Don't leave me alone!"

1x53 - Making a memory "I won't regret it if anything happens."

1x54 - New life "Yuu, How are you doing?"

1x55 - Ripples again "New York is too far away!"

1x56 - Lost pathway to love "My boyfriend is Yuu but..."

1x57 - Passing each other "I can't bear it! I'm so lonely..."

1x58 - Tone of a love confession "I want you to see me as a man!"

1x59 - An uneasy weekend "I want to hear Yuu's voice!"

1x60 - My love is far away "Yuu is in front of me."

1x61 - New York trap "Yuu, was I stupid?"

1x62 - Goodbye "I can't be your girlfriend anymore."

1x63 - Holding back the tears "I want to be alone."

1x64 - A pair's problems "I want to hear your voice."

1x65 - Solid decision "Miki... I'll take her."

1x66 - New choice "You don't have to forget him."

1x67 - Friends "I need Kei!"

1x68 - Indecisive lovers "Goodbye... Ginta."

1x69 - The courage to love "I've decided!"

1x70 - I'm home "What kind of face should I put on to meet him?"

1x71 - A night of stars & the moon "Although we're near each other... I'm lonely."

1x72 - Half brother and sister "Our happiness is breaking down."

1x73 - Farewell "I had to do it..."

1x74 - A box of memories "Bye bye, Yuu."

1x75 - Brother and sister?! "We have to be separate!"

1x76 - Departure "Our love progresses."

S1: Season 1